Merry Christmas!
Master is still not feeling well but that didnt stop us from having a lovely Christmas. Im going down to see the family tomorrow and will be gone a week. As always, I will miss Master like crazy and, as always, I will not be updating this journal from mommas house. I hope everyone had a great holiday!

Im enjoying a lazy Christmas Eve morning with Master, but soon I will have to get up and start cleaning. I dont know why Im sort of dreading it, I love cleaning once I get started and I really love it when the house is all clean and spotless. I even bought a smelly candle so that it will smell like Christmas when Im done...

Oof, it took me almost two hours to go grocery shopping! Damn traffic around here. And they didnt even have what I went for, so I need to go to a different place tomorrow. That should be even better! Also, have to clean the house tomorrow, goodness. Master is not feeling well, so he went to sleep, Im thinking of joining him soon but its only 7:30! yawn yawn

Last night Master fucked me and slapped me and spit on me and told me what a useless whore I am. He gave me TWO loads of his cum, life is good.

Master and I went shopping yesterday, we had to split up so we could buy each other presents. Did I even mention how much I like Christmas? Its Masters favorite holiday and our first living together. Im trying to make it special and I got him some good presents. He said he spent too much on me, makes me very curious as to what he got, I didnt even ask for anything! We'll see. Tonight I might tart wrapping stuff up, I got the cutest wrapping paper from Ikea. :D

What a busy week! Its kinda fun temping because I dont ave to get involved in office politics or anything, I get to just walk in, do what I do best and be, for the most part, left alone. They loved me too, ahhh so nice to socialize and be appreciated and loved at work again. Too bad it was only a week! I do feel a lot more confident now, maybe that will come through in future interviews.
Master is happy to have his little housewife back, and Im happy to have some rest.

Someone commented on an earlier post in which I said Master had yelled at me, and I want to clarify. When I say that my Master "yells" at me, Im not being literal. It takes only a very small amount of anger injected into his voice to make me cringe and cower. Im very devoted to my Master, and it almost physically hurts when he is unhappy with me. So, a simple change in pitch or a almost imperceptible tonal signal from him showing disapproval I characterize as "yelling". Master has never really "yelled" at me like most people would think of it.

SO Im employed for a week, yay. The funny thing is, where ever I work, people always say that I have a "nice" phone voice, then when they get to know me better they feel more comfortable and say I have a "sexy phone voice". The girl I was working with today skipped the "nice" bit, and straight out told me I have a sexy voice, haha. I told Master, he said I do have a sexy voice *grin*.

I have this problem with how I react to Master scolding me. When I do something wrong and he yells at me, I usually shut down completely and just want to run away. This morning I burnt his toast and he yelled at me because I should definitely know better by now. I didn't apologize though, I just withdrew. I took my kitten into the bedroom while he ate (the kitten likes to try and eat Masters food while he is also eating it), and just sort of sulked. Master didn't feel like dealing with me and I soon fell asleep, but when I got up we had to have a whole long conversation about it. That shouldn't have happened, I made him take a chunk out of his day just to correct something in me that should be corrected anyway. Sigh. Im learning but its woefully slow sometimes.